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Merithian

by Merithian

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1.
Never Dead 03:50
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I Can’t Be Alone Again You will never leave… You Can’t Silence The Dead No you never will… A broken gas can on an abandoned avenue, Not a danger to you, But I’m the one with the match, See the catch is that I’m taking your innocence, Coincidence? That’s because it’s your deliverance, Now I’m a goddamn resenting son of a bitch, I will cut you down, Build my 10 foot wall, Never gave a fuck, Never cared at all my friend, You’ll never see my face again. You’ve got nothing to prove, And we don’t want you to watch us from above, We won’t listen to you, Cause you’re a different face for the ones you love. I Can’t Be Alone Again You will never leave… You Can’t Silence The Dead No you never will… Fuck it all. Never could, Never would, Never did, You will never see my face again. Never could, Never would, I was never dead, You will never see my face again. I Can’t Be Alone Again No you never will…
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Enslaved 04:24
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No, I will not become enslaved, Cause I’m the face of fucking freedom, And I won’t let you see the day, Cause I’m not falling for it. You will not become enslaved, Cause you’re the face of fucking freedom, And I won’t let you see the day, Cause you’re not falling for it. Don’t pray for me, I don’t need your fucking charity, I will not be enslaved to a God that nobody can see. I just want to hide, Need you by my side, Can’t control my shakes, I am filled with hate. Blinded by sight, Cause you’ve taken my eyes, I can’t be the only one coming face to face with their freedom. Taking my soul, My conscious you control, I can’t be the one coming face to face with their fucking pride. No, we will not become enslaved, Cause we’re the face of fucking freedom, We won’t let you see the day, Cause we’re not falling for it. Don’t pray to me, Cause I’m not your fucking deity. I will not be enslaved to a God that nobody can see. I just want to hide, Need you by my side, Can’t control my shakes, I am filled with hate. Blinded by sight, Cause you’ve taken my eyes, I can’t be the only one coming face to face with their freedom. Taking my soul, My conscious you control, I can’t be the one coming face to face with their fucking pride. Cause we’re not falling for it… I can’t take this, Am I the only one that cares anymore? I can’t fake this, Feels like I’m knocking at the devils door, Confide in you, Carry me home my dear, I can’t feel you I fucking need you here because I’m… Blinded by sight, Cause you’ve taken my eyes, I can’t be the only one coming face to face with their freedom. Taking my soul, My conscious you control, I can’t be the one coming face to face with their fucking life.
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Confessions 03:36
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I could never see through you, Cause you were never really there from the start, You will never see the part of me, That lies here with a broken heart, So step up to the plate, Man, I wish you could see yourself, Because you helped to create, My own personal hell. And I won’t censor my self for you, Cause I’m fucked up and I’m proud. I could never see through you, Cause you were never really there from the start, You will never see the part of me, That lies here dead and broken. And I will stand up and be counted, Cause I’m fucked up and I’m proud. We could of had it all, After what you had become, Tired of breaking all these chains and nothing’s ever done, We could of had this, Now that’s in the past, Tired of this reality where nothing ever lasts. Enemy of empathy, Cause nothing’s real to me, Pretend I’m someone else to hide denied reality, Consequences that I have failed to see, Pretend I’m something that I know I can never be. We could of had it all, After what you had become, Tired of breaking all these chains and nothing’s ever done, We could of had this, Now that’s in the past, Tired of this reality where nothing ever lasts. I try and dig deeper to find myself, But it always gets ruined by someone else, I wanna smash these walls with my bare hands, Just to prove to you I’m ten times the man that he’ll ever be. I’m bringing up all your insecurities, Show the world what a piece of shit you really are, I’ve got nothing left to lose, Fuck off and die cause you’ve nothing left to prove. I could never see through you, Cause you were never really there from the start, You will never see the part of me, That lies here dead and cold.
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Grow 04:50
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This is Progress, You’re the witness, Now it’s time to grow. Now I shall divide, Find the brighter half of me, Cause the hurt thats in my mind, Is more that you’ll ever feel. In the darkness I will hide, Where none of you can see, And there I’ll bide my time, Whilst I’m dying on the inside. You can never change this, You can never bring me down, This is Progress, You’re the witness, Now it’s time to grow. When I fall in the shadows, I land on my feet, The tomes that hold me back, A forsaken prophecy, And every time I get up, Feels like I need to find a new home, I never needed you here, I can do this alone. You can never change this, You can never bring me down, This is Progress, You’re the witness, Now it’s time to grow, While I make it on my own. I seem to find, When the day is mine, I’d open my eyes but I’m feeling guilty, I miss my time, Then lose my mind, And then I get caught in the middle of it, Can’t take the weight, About to break, Feel the cold sweat when I wake up on the floor, Nothing you say, Can change my ways, Cause I cannot take this shit no more. I try to fight against the ones whose mouths are filled with cyanide, And I’m torn, Between wrong and right, Cause it doesn’t really matter how I feel inside anymore, Then I’m back again, Cause this is no where near where the story ends, I’m reborn, The code I’ll bend and break, Cause I’m the angry motherfucker who’s got no idea what’s in store. I clear my head, And cleanse my heart, Of broken toys, And sickening noise, But I clear my head, And cleanse my heart, With broken toys, And sickening noise.
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The Chosen 04:51
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Turn all our dreams into dust, I am rust trying to cling on the the silverware. Broken bones, A broken home, You were never alone, I was always two steps in front of you, I can’t control, This blackened soul, You wanted it all, You gave me something I can’t lose. Take a look into these eyes, You’ll never understand the pain, We could of burned the skies, But you’ve gone and thrown it all away. Cunt. Don’t leave like this, Now I’m pissed, Trying to hold on but I know that I’m losing my grip. It’s what you said, That struck me dead, Can’t get it out of my head, We barely made it out alive, When we did, You fucked up, It’s never enough, When someone who’s there fades out of sight. Take a look into these eyes, You’ll never understand the pain, We could of burned the skies, But you’ve gone and thrown it all away. Cunt. I’m down to my last, I’m shit out of luck, But you’ll see my face in whoever you fuck, And I’ll get my kicks as it kills you inside, Now that I’ve realized that I’m no longer tied, You want sympathy? My conscious ain’t there, So predictable that I don’t even care, I’m tired of waiting, My patience is gone, You can lie with the rest as I reclaim my throne. You won’t stop me now. You can’t stop me. I’m the best you ever had. You were The Chosen You were The One, You were mine.
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State Of Mind 05:22
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A lion’s thorn, Gets taken out, How he bleeds, Can’t fix him now. I hear the voice, It’s killing me, Visions I’ve had you wouldn't not believe, I’ve seen the gate, Can’t find the key, Step inside, open for all to see. This is a constant state of mind, Think you have demons? Then come see mine. Taken from my consciousness, Feels like I’m losing this sense of my self control, Feels like I’m falling. No one can ever know this side of us, Closed from inside so we don’t make a sound, Even when you think we’ve had enough, We’re closed inside so we don’t make a sound. The same old story, Tortoise and hare, Though you found your answers, You lost you head. Taken from my consciousness, Feels like I’m losing this sense of my self control, Feels like I’m falling. No one can ever know this side of us, Closed from inside so we don’t make a sound, Even when you think we’ve had enough, We’re closed inside so we don’t make a sound. Drown out the world just so we can cope, We stay strong just so you can feel proud, Even when you think we’re losing hope, We’re closed inside so we don’t make a sound. I want to feel numb. Sedate me. Take it from me, I’m no expert, But we know that you got what you deserve, Trust into me, I’ll help you see, That we’re not alone now. If you take it from me, You’ll see that I’m no expert, But you’ll all know that you got what you deserve, If you trust into me, I will help all of you see, That we’re not alone now. Time fades fast, I can’t find enough strength to get back up, Cut my ties and I’ll find another faded road, Hope that my burden runs too deep so you can’t see, Just know that, my friend, you are not the enemy.

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released February 3, 2017

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